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Piss Boy // Evaporated Girl

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don’t go anywhere don’t go, don’t go you were growing thinner and i was too afraid to mention that or the cigarettes you were consuming by the pack i didn’t know what to say about the bags under your eyes not to mention the ones on the floor but i knew you were sad before and all i can hope is one day you won’t be sad anymore just don’t go anywhere don’t go, don’t go please don’t go anywhere
2.
i made a list of all my bad habits i’d like to break them but i’ll need practice and i’ll need time and maybe somebody to keep me in line ‘cause i always eat dinner at 3am but i never stay awake for our conversations and i can’t stop biting my nails and i can’t stop forgetting my pills and i always lose my keys and i always take things personally it’s silly i put my head down i think a dumb amount
3.
text me some bullshit dripping with pretension about being decent about having a conversation but i don’t owe you anything and i have no interest in your game i wish i’d known the rules before i played text me some bullshit about how your side of the story is the only one that counts “don’t tell your side, apologize, and drop it” but i don’t owe you anything i have no interest in your game because i learn from my mistakes now i know better than to play
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some nights i wake up shaking because i’m so afraid and i know what it’s really like to be lonely ’cause i can feel you in my sleep an inch too far away “i thought i understood it, that i could grasp it, but i didn’t, not really. only the smudginess of it; the pink-slippered, all-containered, semi-precious eagerness of it. i didn’t realize it would sometimes be more than whole, that the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea. because it’s the halves that halve you in half. i didn’t know, don’t know, about the inbetween bits; the gory bits of you, and the gory bits of me.” i’m trying not to let it matter but i’m smiling so hard it hurts
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storm clouds 01:04
you told me everyone was dead. you cannot explain yourself, but i can.
6.
erie 04:30
don’t ever forget this: the past is dead and has been and these bookless pages work like a muscle relaxant and these misplaced nightmares are a geographic message don’t ever regret this: it hurts but it happened i’m taking a trip now; i’m not saying where I was evaporated in sunshowers again i’m passing worms on sidewalks, stepping in the soft dirt I was evaporated in sunshowers again I’m climbing up the tall tree, healing all my sunburns I was evaporated in sunshowers again i just need to heal, and so do they. sundust draws the circles above our sleeping heads. and everything i whisper just runs fleeting like a dream. the fruits we crave are drowned and distant compared to the trees. funeral cakes and blue dresses were only brief prevails.
7.
evaporated girl went running away; she was never there at all, so she melted away. last tuesday’s rain fell anyway, to chase her to a pocket-sized space. evaporated girl, i can’t breath, i’m drowning. please help me get to shore with seagulls sounding. seaweed tangled ‘round my waist with salt surrounding. my feet touched home on a patch of narrow gravestones, in a factory, i’m rain clothed. sent shivers down the frail bones, it’s a viral place and i’m prone. depression’s a pet. sometimes it leaves; it comes back. sometimes it leaves; it goes.
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buttercup 02:06

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this is a split between two leaky soups band members and friends.

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for Ty, 2004-2014.

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